b-utter-fly

holy week not so holy

2008-03-31T02:03:00.001+08:00

oath taking

2008-03-31T01:59:00.000+08:00

me and nigel @ the ball

2008-03-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

wow... its been 7 months since my last post

2008-03-31T01:27:00.002+08:00

a lot has happened in the seven months that iv missed blogging...
im still the crazy, bubbly, whacked girl that most of you know...
well august nothing great happened coz i cant seem to remember what happened back then..
september i could remember going to my bf's friends birthday (marlon)
as far as i could remember we rode a crazy looking bus that i didnt trust but 2 of my classmates forced me 2 go with them and so we did... 20 minutes later we stopped... i felt so nervous since at that time i wasnt that used to taking bus rides... well they had the trouble fixed and i arrived at my destination safe and sound...
october was great... nigels cousin david and his family were at amlan.. we had lots of nights together... happy.. crazy... drunk most of the time... it was nigels birthday (nov.9) and i was in my in house for the review for the board exam... i was able to spent time with him a lot during those days... i loved november so much and wished it had lasted longer....
nov27 i left dumaguete for cebu... we stayed ther til the board exam which was on dec 1 and 2...
it was soooo hard.. i didnt expect to pass... i almost lost hope... christmas was okay... my birthday was great ... my boyfriend and his family threw a party for me... i was really happy... its been a long time since i last celebrated my birthday... i couldnt ask 4 anything more... i loved my bf's gift to me...
january wasnt much to talk about... 2008 has come... the whole january passed and the results didnt come out yet... i wasnt productive this month...
february came time flew so fast little did i know that iv been with my bf for 8 months now!!! this is the first time that i never had breakups in a relationship... 10th of feb. my big secret was revealed to him... and he accepted my negative past...
its has been so long since iv gone on a date during valentines day... he took me out for lunch and dinner and midnyt snax... enjoyed it..
feb 21 - out came the results!!! looked for my name and found it!!!! hoooorrraaaahhhyy... i passed ... so did my dad... we'r officially registered nurses... thank God!!!
march 12 went to the seniors ball with naige...
spent holy week at our beach house...
march 26 was awful.. my dad and i faught... we yelled at each other and it even came to a point where he hurt me by hitting me... i left home... but by saturday my mom begged me to come home so i swollowed my pride and went home though im still hurt from what had happened...

friday (we had fun)

2007-08-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

today was a blast with my bestfriend markxander..
super blowout!!!
thanx mark ha???

not just for the
*iced coffee...
*the manhattan (martini) i cant remember but it kicked me nicely.. haha!!!
*the really killer dinner at persian palate...
*i really loved it!!
*i was sooo full yet i wanted to eat more but i wore the wrong type of jeans tonight!!!
*vegetarian adobo and avocado yogurt shake!!!
*S_I_N_F_U_L_L
and the chika marathon in barefoot... waaahh... super fun!!!

but for being there during the hard times...
the advices...
and for simply listening to me...
reminding me that im not alone...
and what im (we're) going through aint permanent...
you keep saying its just passing and it's be over soon...

you are my PRIMO (hahaha copying my paps terms now)

I want you to know no matter what happens I'll always be here for you even if you a UCB model already you might need someone REAL and TRUE to talk to.. I'll always be here..

LOVE yah!!!

pomelo

2007-08-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

i was in pamplona, (my cousin izzy called it pomelo) for almost a month..
each day there dragged.. each day was the same..

my routine was:

6:30am - breakfast with nanay and tatay (my grandparent - motherside)
7am - read my reviewer
8am - cuddle with my 1st cousins children, ayana(kim's daughter) and santino (marimel's 4month old son)
11:30am - lunch
12:30pm - warm bath
2pm - tv or dvd marathon
3pm - merienda with grandparents
4pm - cuddle with kids
5pm - tutor my cousin who's in grade 2
6pm - dinner
7pm - read my reviewer
8pm up - talk to my hubby

this went on and on from monday til friday...
except that on fridays naige pics me up and we hang out with friends from amlan and tanjay.. talk.. drink.. eat...
friday and saturday night.. i usually go home around 3am...
and wake up around 11am or 12noon..

bored or board???

2007-07-01T17:55:00.001+08:00

its finally july....
i wonder if by blogging this, i would actually make things happen...
may and june was terrible...
i didnt study for the board exam...
i ate, drank, partied, hanged out with friends.. 61 days... WASTED!!!
anyway...
my cuzin iria from U.S.is here in the philippines...
for vacation...
we enrolled ourselves to 2 hours of badminton from monday to friday... thats like from 7am-9am... bugger!!! i dont get to sleep til 12noon anymore..
well id be healthy and fit though... (i hope)
after badminton im planning to study... (i rili this wud happen)
my brain has been drained out of knowledge...
its freaking empty... its so empty that it scares me... so much...
anyway...

im into board shorts now...
going to the beach so often made me love wearing board shorts with havaianas (ofcourse) ....

bored or board???

2007-07-01T17:55:00.000+08:00

big girls dont cry by fergrie

2007-06-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

here's another song thats close to my heart these days...

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

fashionista by jimmy james

2007-06-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

here's my latest craze... house music is sooo deadly...

Everybody line up
The show is about to start
Places, the show is about to start
You have to show a look, have a look, or give a look
Faces, beautiful
No one ugly allowed
(Laughing)

Are you ready? Here we go

Fashion is the art, designers are the gods
Models play the part of angels in the dark
Which one of you would ever dare to go against
That beauty is a trade and everyone is paid

Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?

New York, London, Paris, Milan
Tokyo, I think it's in Japan
Asia, Malaysia, Las Vegas to play
LA, if you pay my way

Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?

(Who you wearing?)
Sean John, Calvin Klein
Donna Karan's fashion line
Valentino, YSL
Ferragamo and Chanel
Holsten, Gucci, Figla, Rucci
Don't forget my Pucci
Fendi and Armani
God, I miss Gianni
Kenneth Cole, Michael Korrs
Mr. Ford I can't afford
D&G and BCBG
Looking good is never easy
Alexander Perkovich
Naomi Campbell such a bitch
I wanna be Delgada
To fit into my Prada
Oscar de la Renta
Louis Vuitton
Imitation of Christ, beauty has a price

Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?

What are you wearing?

late as always

2007-06-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

this is a very very late post...
well my pap and I are not in good terms 4 a month now...
so I thought of writing something on the card I bought for him...
well, the card said something like your little girl has grown up...
too bad I wasnt able to save a copy so I could post what I wrote but i really thought he'd be angry cause I said some pretty harsh things...
but when I gave it to him, at exactly 12:01am,
I also gave him a really tight hug that said all the love I wanted to say to him...
then he read the card,
I went back to my room,
the next day he told me the card was beautiful..
gosh! I was touched ha...
(will upload pics as soon as i can)

cant get this song outta my head

2007-06-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

love me or hate me?

2007-06-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

see this is the trouble with relationships,BREAK UPS!!!
why do they have to be bad?? cant we have mature, anger-free break ups??
do we have to include our partners friends or worse... family???
all the good times end up being a waste coz of paranoid exes giving death threats and name calling.. then we end up wanting to burn the memories even if they were good.

in ones life, we all should have a "person"
this "person" is the one who would help you in times like lets say some1 would try to kill me, my "person" would show proofs to lock my killer 4 life in the stinky eeky jails here in the philippines.. or on the other hand, my person is the one who would help me burry the body of some1 i just murdered... or drive the get away car when i go rob a bank.. =)

as i type, nelly furtado's song struck me
all good things come to an end...

then, i lost all the thoughts i had about relationships and break-ups...

so let me jump to what im currently doing...
im browsing the web for new tracks to download on limewire...

check out what i found out

crazy ex-girlfriend

i couldnt stop laughing... i couldnt resist not downloading it...

anyway... these are the tracks i downloaded today:

1. last night - p.diddy ft. keyshia cole
2. im a flirt - r.kelly ft. t-pain & t.i
3. michael buble - call me irresponsible
4. double up -r.kelly ft. usher
5. crazy ex-girlfriendv -miranda lambert
6. love, sex and pain - tank
7. losing my way - justin timberlake
8. forbidden place - dj tiesto
9. baby baby - sunblock
10. i aint fucking with you - young buck ft. snoop dogg & trick daddy

like a fire from the moon and back

2007-06-13T14:13:00.000+08:00

its been eons since my last post.
the last week of may has been a terrible pain in my "arse"
-broke up with my bf
-my parents fought
-nag layas pa ang gaga (drama)
anyway, the arse is better than ever!!! =)

naughty, naughty, naughty

2007-05-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

i went out with my mom today. we went to LEE PLAZA a mall here in dumaguete to buy stuff and to hang with my moms mother and her sisters. ok! fine.. my grandmother, aunts, and their children (my cousins). The whole barrio out for the day.
then we went to Sansrival to have snacks.
after a while the two little devils (my cousins) started to gigle.
Isabella took out her moms cam.phone and started taking videos and pictures of the girl seated behind her.
then my other cousin whispered and told me too look at the girl.. her butt crack was out and she noticed that we were looking.
I felt like I had a spotlight glaring at me.
I told my cousins to stop but they wont.
My aunts and etc. were choosing food and paying for their orders at the counter and I was stuck with my naughty cousins who wouldnt stop giggling.
I felt so embarassed for that girl.

insomnia is killing me

2007-05-31T18:54:00.000+08:00

last night really irritated me.
i wasnt able to sleep until 3.30a.m.
the bad thing is that i woke up at around 6.30a.m. and couldnt go back to sleep!!!
arrgghh...

so i researched about insomnia and found this from wikipedia:

Insomnia is a sleep disorder characterized by an inability to sleep and/or inability to remain asleep for a reasonable period.

Insomniacs typically complain of being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time.

Both organic and nonorganic insomnia constitute a sleep disorder.

It is often caused by fear, stress, anxiety, medications, herbs, caffeine, depression, Bipolar disorder or sometimes for no apparent reason. An overactive mind or physical pain may also be causes. Finding the underlying cause of insomnia is usually necessary to cure it.

as i was reading this i tried to find out what may cause my insomnia.. before when i was in college these were the causes: stress, anxiety,caffeine.

but these days im thinking there is no apparent reason for my insomnia...I do hope Im not in depression or worse BIPOLAR

anyway hoooraahh to the coffeholic who didnt have even a single drop of coffee today

another day... wasted

2007-05-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

i wake up really late these days. today i woke up @ around 2pm with a note from my brother telling me where he was and to follow if i wanted to.
lately i've been so alone.
since the review ended and my classmates went home to dipolog, cebu, bindoy. others are now working. and some friends just dont feel like giving me a ring. or even a msg here on my blog.
i guess my brother noticed. thats why he keeps me company.
he's a really sweet brother. Gino is in 3rd yr h.s. yet he offers to pay for everything (coz he knows i aint got no MOONAAHH) .
my cuz maica gave me a job offer to work for smart while waiting for my review classes to start. i refused since i thought that i could do self-review. and so far, i haven't been reading that much.
i wanted my first job to be me volunteering as a nurse.
but since graduation, im no longer receiving allowance. BROKE. unemployed. bored. lonely. still alive and kicking though.
i regret not taking maica's job offer!!!
darn
**

ouch!!!

2007-05-29T18:12:00.000+08:00

since most of my blog friends are posting about ms.universe here's a lil' something2x that made me sigh...

it upsets me that the "suma-cum-whatever" just won ms.photogenic...she didnt even make it to the top 15.. (BOOHOO!)
Philippines won the Miss Photogenic award for the seventh time (it has won this award three years in a row since 2005).

judges:
* James Kyson Lee - actor on Heroes
* Lindsay Clubine - Deal or No Deal briefcase model
* Tony Romo - Dallas Cowboys quarterback
* Dave Navarro - rock star
* Michelle Kwan - World and Olympic figure skating champion
* Mauricio Islas - Mexican actor
* Marc Bouwer - fashion designer
* Nina Garcia - Project Runway judge and Elle magazine fashion director
* Dayanara Torres - Miss Universe 1993
* Christiane Martel - Mexican actress and Miss Universe 1953

these are very modern judges!!! REd hot dave navarro!!! whooppeee

my brother gave me a car

2007-05-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

LOL... from need for speed.. i chose the color, tint, rims and etc... and he gave me this!!! kinda dark though... but i love it!!!

my yahoo avatar

2007-05-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

isnt she pretty?

fashion: my religion

2007-05-28T17:03:00.000+08:00

if fashion was a religion..
women would be worshipping it with strong faith; even if it isn't we all are still devout followers.
when a woman loves a certain brand it's because she's comfortable in it, she feels good with it or it enhances her self-esteem like no other brand can.

on the other hand, when a woman wears a diamond stud earing, she wears it not to conceal an imperfection but to enhance her beauty.

after all

2007-05-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

here's my favorite qoute thanks to a good friend Barbie

well we didnt start out as friends..
we hated each other...
funny thing bout mortal enemies is that they end up being good friends..
just like chloe and i...
we hated each other so much before we became classmates and its weird how a bubble gum could start a really good friendship..
but the irony is that bestfriends end up hating each other, like goldy and mark, and goldy and me...

well here's the quote anyway...

"we've done terrible things to each other, but we have to forgive each other or everything we ever were will mean nothing."
-Kirsten Dunst, Spiderman 3

the problem

2007-05-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

last night was terrible..
im still in the process of getting through it but it was awful...
i was in shock, was frightened,and embarassed...

well i rushed home, went straight to bed trying to calm myself...
it didnt work...
i ended up having fever....

today im still sick...
i still feel terrible...
and i tried fighting back the tears for a couple of times since i didnt want to cry anymore... last night was enough... or so i thought....
and as im typing right now, tears drizzle down my cheek as memories come flashing through my head..

i think there's a purpose why this had to happen...

and i want to be alone for now..

sorry for this crappy post

gtg

spiderman3

2007-05-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

i loved spiderman 3... i do think its better than 1 and 2...

here's a photo of the new goblin...
i find it ironic how he has to die the same way his father died...

a look at venom's cute teeth... =)

in spiderman 3 you'll get to see what really caused uncle ben's (peter parker's uncle) death.

american idol

2007-05-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

did you like the results?
Jordin won over blake...
Blake was a great performer though.. and jordin though she had a really good voice she didnt dance a little while she sang fighter by christina aguilera... she's 17.. im sure she could move, sway some hips or whatever...
if i were to choose between jordin and blake id choose jordin too...
the performing cant beat the voice..

but my fravorite is lakisha..
i love everything about her...

not making graphics anymore!!!

2007-05-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

im through with making graphics, i cant compete with my boyfriend!!!
when i compare my work with his, its like my work is a bananapeel while his is the finest diamond in a jewel shop... so farewell to making graphics!!!

pussycat dolls

2007-05-23T19:30:00.000+08:00

the pussy cat dolls used to be ten in the group

now there's only six of them and soon there will be 7 since asia won the search for the next doll she will be the new member of the group..
i personally feel that she does not fit in the group since not only is she short but she's ugly too.. sorry.. just being honest here...

here's a pic of the others who didnt win the search...

our pet fish

2007-05-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

my mom, brother and i bought this out of the blue..
the big c-thru fish is mine and named her TEARDROP, the plain orange one is my brothers, he named it BUSHIDO, my mom named her spotted white & orange fish after a pasta.. FETTUCINI.. her fish keeps hiding behind the pirate ship.. kinda like my mom, she's camera shy...
anyway that little 1 there near my fish is a new member, its a blue ice fish that andee (my cuz) bought.. and named him FROST

hair cut

2007-05-23T19:01:00.001+08:00

i was having lunch at my abu's (grandparents) house today..
the rest of the family were eating desert already and i was still getting the bones off the fish... argh! but it was so good... so worth the effort!!! anyway after lunch, my abulita ( grandmother ) invited me out to davids salon... so i said sure..
had my hair hot oiled and cut..
i dunno evrytime i get my hair cut i regret having the CUT!!!
but the massage "daudel" the lady who gave me the shampoo and hot oil compensated to the great amount of hair i lost!!!
c",) oh well.. here's a pic of me with my new hair...

this-you should taste

2007-05-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

fruit cooler (watermalon flavor)
you should taste it, its in shakeys for 50 bucks...
d-leeeeeeeeeeeee-cious!!!!

moms birthday

2007-05-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

can you guys help me what to get for my mom on her birthday?

she's in love with a chao2x, a puppy sold here in acuna's pet shop but the thing is my brother and i cant afford it.. its sold for 22,000 php..

how bout some help??? any suggestions on what to give her??

anxiety attack

2007-05-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

each day doesnt get any better.. i'll be taking the philippine board exam for nursing this december and there's not much studying for me.. each time i read reviewers it feels like im taking a sleeping pill.. the book makes me sleepy.. well last night i did finish prof. ad and i was in the middle of funda. but this is what i had to finish while studying..

a mug of tea and a whole bag of ruffles (cheddar and sour cream)

desire

2007-05-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

this i made after watching lifestyle networks show on sexy...
i do hope there's an improvement =)...

cake

2007-05-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

nothings better than watching movies and eating cake...
i had a rocky road cake this time..
it was very sinful...
i finished sex and the city... and cried during the last episodes of the last season..
i just love the show and wished it didnt have to end...
but i loved the ending!!! and as I finished the tupperware of rocky road cake I realized that life was great... =)

rainy days are sundays

2007-05-22T13:19:00.000+08:00

every sunday we (my family) go to our beach house...
there we usually talk, eat and die of bordom...
its supposedly a "family" day but its hard when half of the family speaks spanish and I not understanding most of what they are talking about get bored like the other family members who cant speak spanish... so i was thinking of enrolling myself to silliman for spanish classes.. i still have to influence a friend to be a classmate in such subject... anyway, last sunday started out sunny.. so my cuzins and hand fun under the sun.. we were drawing stuff and writing our names... after hours at the beach we had to go home for mass and as i was driving, the rain started... there goes another dark, cold, rainy sunday...

$5 million aint enough for gisele

2007-05-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

The New York Post's Page Six had reported that Bundchen was splitting with the lingerie company because it wouldn't raise her $5 million-a-year salary.

how id wish i was in her place.. i could do alot with $5million... id be able to help lots of people... id probably build a hospital... haaay... dream on angeli!!!

jay-z with another girl

2007-05-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

Here's a Hint: Beyoncé wouldn't be caught dead in such a boring black top.

what the heck is wrong with jay-z, beyonce is more than beautiful... she's sexy, nice and intelligent... jay-z? (rich) is just a good rapper... his face... nevermind! i think he needs to get a grip...

eating, eating, eating

2007-05-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

what we ate for snacks:

1. double cheese burger with no dressing
2. french fries
3. green apple float
4. and chocolate sundae

green

2007-05-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

here's the yummy green apple float at mc donalds with my green nails...

@ mcdonalds

2007-05-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

here's a lil something that i did today, i dropped a couple of coins to help raise a community.. i do hope that other people would do the same =) a peso or two wont hury guys..

my date with andee

2007-05-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

andee on the nail art machine

my nails!!!

andee is my beautiful 1st degree cuzin...
my mom came with us also...
first stop was caits, a boutique in dumaguete..
we thought they had so fab! shoes coz there was a big sign outside the said "so fab! sold here" when we went inside we found out there were 3 pairs of so fab! .. i smerkd as I found out.. well at least I found two things a huge bangle bracelet made of wood in different colors costing 380php, and a victoria's secret bag costing 2thousand pesos... when we went out it was raining, we took turns running down the street.. when we finally crossed the street we went in nijosa another stor in dumaguete and we saw almost a similar bangle costing 60php only.. then we went to ever mall to choose a design for our nail art... here's a pic of my nails =)

yesterday was terrible

2007-05-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

my dad woke me up for lunch, ate fish with rice,was online for a couple of hours then at around 3pm ate the samething rice and fish..
i tried to review but felt really sleepy then realized i couldnt sleep so I asked my boo to pick me up at around 5pm... we went to their place and slept until 7:30pm, had dinner, rice, karahay, and soup... well i didnt like sinigang so he drank my cup..
when he dropped me home... i ate again that was at around 9pm... at around 10pm i was eating quake overload, then had the regular orange twin popsies which i loooove.. then had 2 boiled eggs... then the 20% bigger orange twin popsies.. i was stuffed!!! and i dont think im growing... i think this is pre-menstrual syndrome for me if not.. im going to be sick soon..

6 weird things about me

2007-05-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

im going through the trouble of trying to figure out if these things are really weird or its worse than weird - - its abnormal.. thanx 2 u gibbs! LoL (kidding)

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about him- or herself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to tag 6 people as well and list their names. Don’t forget to let them know they've been tagged!

Here goes nothing. . .

1. I have this thing.. Its my S.S.B. ( secret single behavior ) its what i do when im alone and its supposed to be a secret now im revealing it . . . when im alone i suck my lips till they turn so red and stop when their already swelling.

2. i cut my bangs and the next day I feel awful, yet I do it all over again. i cant be next to a scissor in the bathroom since I end up cutting my hair. my hair dresser / friend notices that I cut my own hair since its uneven. duh?!

3. I have been wearing nail polish since highschool and never tried black or blue... and I find girls wearing those colors really cool.

4. I dont eat food which I haven't tasted as a kid, cant eat something new. like seaweed with suka, i feel ignorant not trying out other food another is sea urchin. When I was on duty at siquijor, all my blockmates ate sea urchin, all of em except me! there's a long list of food I havent tasted. ampalaya, guinamos, uyap, guyabano.. I could go on til forever...

5. They say coffee stunts growth, Iv been drinking coffee since 4y.o ( I used to call it "tapee" back then) I was my abulito's(grandfathers) spoiled grandchild and the maids were forced to give me coffee every breakfast. right now, im 5'9'' tall.. now thats not short ryt?

6. i dont believe in magic... but i believe fairytales and happy endings =)

boo, coy, , ian, thad,makoy cuzin carlos
spill it out...=)

summer

2007-05-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

this i made under the inspiration of the heat here in dumaguete city
i do hope you'll like it =)

my first graphic design

2007-05-18T12:53:00.000+08:00

LOL im really trying hard though.. but I end up not liking what I made...
but I love butterflies.. thats why this graphic is full of butterflies..
Im still a beginner so be patient.. I might post graphics that are nice later on..
for now.. here's PARADISE...

a day in don atilano

2007-05-18T12:35:00.000+08:00

my bestfriend mark and I spent a day in don atilano.. we had their bottomless brewed coffee.. since I brought my lap top there we tried to connect it to happy freds wifi.. we were able to connect but after a few minutes something went wrong and we didnt know what to do.. we tried to fix the problem for a couple of times but we wernt that effective.. LOL but im happy that we were able to reply to Ian.. Ian is marks bf who is in india right now... we envy him!!! well i asked him to bring pasalubong for me, I asked for an elephant.. haha.. I hope he wont forget.. well here are a couple of pics we took at don atilano...

refreshment

2007-05-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

three things that lessens the heat of summer...

twin posies (orange flavor)...
my bf and i went to star mart just for twin popsies...
i love its taste and i love the fact that is cold its my favorite popsicle!!!

iced tea...
i love iced tea...
the bad thing about it though is that its a diuretic, which means makes you urinate every now and then... as i drove to do a favor for my dad I had to rush home just to pee and asked my mom to finish what my dad asked help for...

another is iced coffee... its so good and it helps me stay alive, alert and awake...
hahahaha!!!

hayahay

2007-05-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

I got this new bag from sundance, its cheap and its payment is due 45 days from now. You can choose from a variety of three colors. I chose this color since my favorite color is violet and i have lots of pink from my wardrobe to pair it with. I also ordered something else and will post about it as soon as i get it.

The keychain im using are the glass butterfly which you can buy in most of the malls and the yellow havaianas keychain which i bought from hayahay.

Hayahay is a restobar fronting the ocean in dumaguete, its well known for its reggae night which is on wednesdays and its boutique which always has new havaianas slippers. People from cebu and bacolod come to dumaguete to buy havaianas at hayahay since they always have new stocks and you can order the style you want from them. Anyway, i bought the keychain there when my mom, brother and i went there last month.
Another item that caught my eyes while I was there was the "magic wallet". You place folded money inside it and as you flip the wallet it magically secures the money. I find it quite amazing.

oh and i pimped my phone, those are crystal stickers surrounding the hot pink motorazor... my other cp...

these are a few of my fave things

2007-05-17T14:01:00.000+08:00

->my lap top since im currently addicted to blogging and reading other blogs, surfing the web, editing pics with adobe photoshop, playing games, etc...

->my puppy dog/mouse case/company when working on things on the lap top
it was given by paulbrett, and everytime im using the laptop i place it in front of me since its the closest way of having a pet, its as if its real and the good thing about my puppy is he remains to be a puppy forever, he doesnt bark or bite, and there's no need of feeding or bathing him.. =)

->my mouse which makes things easier for me and im proud to say that i fixed it with no help from any technician when it got busted

->my nokia n70 and its cable does the work of a digital camera. easy to take pics and upload it via the nokia pc suite

me fixing my mouse

2007-05-17T13:52:00.001+08:00

the mouse of my lap top got busted and im not that comfortable using my mouse pad when i edit photos with photoshop. it had a warranty but my mom threw away the box and i lost the receipt so we cant return it. i stared at it for quite a while and instead of doing nothing i took my car/home keys and used it to push some parts of the mose and to my surpris a red light went on and as i tested my mouse it was good as new. yeepee!!!!

to be or not to be?

2007-05-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

I talk a lot, I do. When my boo picked me up I couldnt stop yappin. About the inernet, photoshop, and his blog. He said I'm an avid reader of his blog. (I am)but I feel more like a stalker =) LOL

oh.. speaking of stalkers, mark (my bestfriend) showed me a friendster account of a person named paul eric garcia. He told mark that he had a pic of "him" with josie (some girl who won ms.dumaguete the other year I think - am not sure).
Funny thing is the guy in the pic, not him, twas my bf, haha he didn’t think mark would notice; I guess he didn’t know that mark knows a lot. There's a whole lot bunch of pics there that he claims to be his.

How pathetic can people be?? Cant he accept how God created him? or if you believe in the theory of evolution, cant he appreciate that he no longer looks like an ape? =)

I think we are all beautifull in our own little way but telling people that your this person in the pic when your not?! That’s whacked. Well I pity him, I hope he and those other people alike him would get a grip and accept who they are, what they have and live in reality!

cs2 better than corel?

2007-05-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

i have adobe photoshop on my lap top while my dad has corel on his pc..
i love the brushes ( candy, sparkle, butterflies, etc.) that corel has and i enjoy editing pictures there since i find it simple..
i wanted corel on my lap top instead of cs2...
then i tried to be patient and followed the tutorial found on http://webwizzer.blogspot.com ..
i messed up for the first few times and just when i was about to quit..
i with the help of my boo learned how to enjoy cs2..
cant wait to download the latest version..
2 c how i made this pic check out boo's blog from my links...

99 problems

2007-05-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

i was watching HBO with my mom, it was the middle of jayZ's last concert which was in new york... im having the last song syndrome ryt now... instead of posting something.. this song is messing with my brain... i cant seem to get it out.. so here it is...

If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

[Verse One]
I got the rap patrol on the gat patrol
Foes that wanna make sure my casket's closed
Rap critics they say he's "Money Cash Hoes"
I'm from the hood stupid, what type of facts are those
If you grew up with holes in ya zapatos
You'd be celebrating the minute you was havin' dough
I'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole asshole
If you don't like my lyrics you can press fast forward
I got beef with radio if i don't play they show
They don't play my hits well i don't give a shit SO
Rap mags try and use my black ass
So advertisers can give 'em more cash for ads, fuckers
I don't know what you take me as,
Or understand the intelligence that Jay-Z has
I'm from rags to ritches niggas I ain't dumb
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus]
99 problems but the bitch aint one
If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one

[Verse Two]
The year's '94 and my trunk is raw
In my rear view mirror is the mother fuckin' law
I got two choices y'all pull over the car or (hmmm)
Bounce on the devil put the pedal to the floor
Now I ain't tryin' to see no highway chase with Jake.
Plus i got a few dollars i can fight the case
So I...pull over to the side of the road
I heard "Son do you know why I'm stoppin' you for?"
Cause I'm young and I'm black and my hats real low?
Do I look like a mind reader sir, I don't know
Am I under arrest or should I guess some mo'?
"Well you was doin fifty-five in a fifty-fo' "
"Liscense and registration and step out of the car"
"Are you carryin' a weapon on you I know a lot of you are"
I ain't steppin out of shit all my paper's legit
"Well, do you mind if I look round the car a little bit?"
Well my glove compartment is locked so are the trunk in the back
And I know my rights so you gon' need a warrant for that
"Aren't you sharp as a tack, you some type of lawyer or something'?"
"Or somebody important or somethin'?"
Nah, I ain't pass the bar but i know a little bit
Enough that you won't illegally search my shit
"We'll see how smart you are when the K9 come"
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus]
99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
if you havin girl problems
i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one hit me

99 Problems but a bitch ain't one
if you havin girl problems
i feel bad for you son
I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Verse Three]
Now once upon a time not too long ago
A nigga like myself had to strong arm a hoe
This is not a hoe in the sense of havin a pussy
But a pussy havin no God Damn sense, try and push me
I tried to ignore him and talk to the Lord
Pray for him, cause some fools just love to perform
You know the type loud as a motor bike
But wouldn't bust a grape in a fruit fight
The only thing that's gonna happen is I'ma get to clappin
He and his boys gon be yappin to the captain
And there I go trapped in the kit kat again
Back through the system with the riff raff again
Fiends on the floor scratchin again
Paparatzi's with they cameras snappin them
D.A. tried to give the nigga shaft again
Half-a-mil for bail cause I'm African
All because this fool was harrasin' them
Tryin to play the boy like hes saccarin
But ain't nothin sweet 'bout how I hold my gun
I got 99 problems beeing a bitch ain't one
Hit me

[Chorus X3]

You're crazy for this one Rick
It's your boy

whAt 2 wear

2007-05-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

visit these websites..
these are a few of my favorites...
they showcase a wide variety of clothes, shoes, accesories and slippers...

http://www.kamiseta.com
http://www.havaianas.com
http://www.bayo.com.ph
http://www.guess.com
http://www.lacoste.com
http://www.converse.com

the versatile actor

2007-05-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

edward scissor hands
willy wonka
jack sparrow

all great characters, very different, only johnny depp could do such great work.

angeli

2007-05-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

my boo-friend made a wall paper and named it after me... he is so artistic.. i even have one of his paintings.. sad to say he didnt leave a painting for himself he gave it all away.. chack out his blog its on my links

3 years late

2007-05-15T12:48:00.000+08:00

i was out of town for quite a while since i had to go to my mom's province to vote there since i was registered there... we (mom, pap, me) took the bus since my car cant travel long distances for its overhaul had to be changed whatever that ment i dont care but changing it costs 8,000php which I cant afford as of now...
when we arrived at my moms place the first thing i did was i went to my goddaughter... i miss her so much.. her name's breanna, but we call her ayana.. she makes this really cute pout when we ask her how does the pigs snout look like..

each day there i play with the kids, eat, sleep, watch tv or play ravenhurst ( a mystery game that my dad saved in my lap top ).

on the last day at my moms province was voting time. good thing there was nobody tried to buy votes, people helped in finding the room where we were assigned to and it was fast paced.. it was my first time to vote, im 3 years late.. i didnt really want to vote but i had to since it was a requirement for the board exam... i dont like politics cause sad to say i find the philippines very corrupt.. whoever wins i just hope they would make a difference in the country.. do something good for a change

acute viral nasopharyngitis

2007-05-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

a.k.a. common cold =)

i have been sneezing, sniffling, having nasal congestion; plus i have this phlegmy throat; been coughing; had headaches; and iv been really tired a day after i arrived from cebu.

i suspected it could probably be because of the stress from travelling + the heat of the weather here made it worse

as i researched i found prevention and treatment
i found this: As there is no medically proven and accepted medication directly targeting the causative agent, there is no cure for the common cold.

(SO I SAID TO MYSELF GREAT!)

Treatment is limited to symptomatic supportive options, maximizing the comfort of the patient, and limiting complications and harmful sequelae. The most reliable treatment is a combination of fluids and plenty of rest.

(WHICH I DID)

The common cold is self-limited, and is effectively dealt with by the host's immune system. Within a few days, the body's humoral immune response begins producing specific antibodies that can prevent the virus from infecting cells. Additionally, as part of the cell-mediated immune response, leukocytes destroy the virus through phagocytosis and destroy infected cells to prevent further viral replication. In healthy, immunocompetent individuals, the common cold resolves in seven days on average.

(YEEPEE!)

since i hav the virus already so il just jump to the treatment in case some of you out there are also infected with the same virus

1.Steam inhalation
2.Antivirals
3.Vitamin C
4.Zinc preparations
5.hot compresses
6.DRUGS:
* analgesics such as aspirin or paracetamol
* nasal decongestants such as phenylephrine which reduce the inflammation in the nasal passages by constricting local blood vessels
* cough suppressants (which work to suppress the cough reflex of the brain or by diluting the mucus in the lungs)
* first-generation anti-histamines such as brompheniramine, chlorpheniramine, diphenhydramine and clemastine (which reduce mucus gland secretion and thus combat blocked/runny noses but also may make the user drowsy).

where's your conscience???

2007-05-09T22:27:00.000+08:00

17 DRAMA
page 120 - 121
TERRIFYING SEX STORIES
these readers' experiences show that a good time can quickly turn into a scary one

Subject: I was drugged
A few months ago a guy my friend knew called me. (he had my number because my friend had used my phone to call him.) He asked if I wanted to hang out sometime. I'd heard he was nice, so I said sure.
That weekend, while my parents were at a Christmas party, he and his friends picked me up, and we drove to someone else's house. When we got there, they offered me beer and I took it.
Later, I found out they'd slipped ecstasy into it.
Pretty soon I was sitting on this Mark's lap. Then he and about six other guys took off my clothes and were touching me as Mark held me down. One of the guys carried me into the bedroom, laid me on the bed, and raped me. Then another guy raped me. This guy didn't wear a condom and ejaculated all over my vaginal area. After that, he carried me into the kitchen, and they put a beet bottle inside of me and took pictures with Mark's camera phone.
I was really shocked and just didn't believe that it had happened. I got home, immediately started crying, and took a long hot shower.
I told my bestfriend, Anna, about it. Her brother overheard and told their mom. The next morning Anna's mother called mine and told her. I had to go to the hospital and tell my story over and over. I never went back to my high school, because many of the guys' friends are there. I'm going to a different school now, and I'm happy there.
My friends have been very helpful-without them I probably wouldn't: Now I know that I can get through it and survive. If anything like this happens to you tell someone. It's so hard to get through-but you can do it.

(TO READ THE OTHER STORIES BUY SEVENTEEN MAG; I POSTED THIS STORY COZ THIS STRUCKED ME THE MOST)

i am a fan of seventeen mag even though im not 17y.o; I'm way older... (ehem2x)
yet i still continuously buy every months issue of seventeen... anyway as i read the may 2007 issue of seventeen i hated reading it, i regret that i even read that confession... it sucked coz i missed reading the sevnteen warning box which said: 17 WARNING: THESE ARE VERY DISTURBING STORIES THAT SHOW HOW DAMAGING SEXUAL ABUSE CAN BE. IF YOU ARE EASILY , YOU MIGHT NOT WANT TO READ THEM.!!! i hated that those guys could do something words cant describe; they are sick... it made me wonder how hard is it for them to sleep at night, how filthy they were, i even asked myself if the mere act of looking at themselves at the mirror would disgust themselves. no matter how hard they would wash their hands, even if they would do surgical handwash there hands would forever be stained and to those rape victims out there i just want you to know that KARMA exists.. i had my karma for doing things that was not acceptable thats why i tell you its true 'coz iv been through karma. they will too. have faith in God. this post is for you.

search for the next doll

2007-05-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

they seriously are good in performing but for me i think they would rather make their own group than join the pussycat dolls since their not as sexy and pretty as the dolls... they are sexy and pretty but not of the same level as the PCD

u a belly dancer??

2007-05-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

love this new video by akon...
bananza (belly dancer)

here's the lyrics-->

*Hey ladies drop it down
Just want to see you touch the ground
Don't be shy girl go Banaza
Shake ya body like a belly dancer

repeat*

Yo, excuse me, beg your pardon girl
Do you have any idea what you starting girl
You got me tingiling, come to me mingiling
Steppin off lookin bootylicious and jingiling
When you walk, I see you baby girl
When you talk, I believe it baby girl
I like that, thick-petite n' pretty
Little touch is a ditty
Love to work the kitty like purrrrrrr
She loves to stirr it up purrrrrr
I can hear her purring up
Cause shes the type that'll get arousy of
Get you excited and call her boyfriend up (ohh)
What's the man without the plan B
We can meet up at the hutter house for the tiki
So stand by like a butty pass
While I watch this beautiful thing shake that ass

repeat * 2x

Girl I must say you the flyest thang in here
So hot I gon' need some rain in here
Type to make ex-gangstas bang in here
Girl you could do anything you want in here
Clown if you want to, frown if you want to
You ain't even gotta drop down if you want to
Cause I'd rather see you shake it standin
Either way you do it girl you look outstandin (uhhuuuhh)
And now you got me spending (uhhuuhhh)
The way you got that body bendin (uhhhuhh)
Ass like that girl you gotta be kickin
And we goin to church next day repentent
Lap dancing for my FA crew
Slide it ova to boo cause he want some too
Up in the VIP with no fee
Blessing you with the G even tho we gettin it free so

repeat *2x

Girl shake ya body body
With somebody body
Whatever you do don't break your body body
After the party party
Grab a hottie hottie
In the back seat of your Mazaratti-ratti
Jiggle jiggle it to the left (ah ah ah)
Jiggle jiggle it to the right (ah ah ah)
Jiggle it to the front then jiggle it to the back
And jiggle jiggle it all all night (ah ah ah)

repeat*4x

MARLBORO TALK

2007-05-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

I FIND THIS DISCUSSION SO CUTE... HEHEHEHE

START--->Someone should add an image.

Get rid of the marlboro pic please

Why would we do that? ~ Butros (Talk) 11:44, 25 February 2006 (UTC)

The photographs of ALL tobacco products should be removed from Wikipedia because it is letting a deadly product to be advertised for free, which is morally and ethically wrong. Tobacco kills millions of people each year. It is not necessary at all to have pictures of these products on Wikipedia, and if people are searching for pictures of tobacco products, then they can use a search engine, not Wikipedia. Please do not let photos/pictures of tobacco products be placed on Wikipedia. I am removing the photographs from this page. Thanks, Gillies corner 12:17, 2 August 2006 (UTC)

Wikipedia is an encyclopedia. Not some politically correct tool to push a POV on others. This includes avoiding adding pictures because of a "moral" purpose. 68.146.118.145 23:04, 27 September 2006 (UTC)
So we should remove photos of alcohol, weapons, natural disasters and even cars?

end

one of the world's most consumed distilled beverages.

2007-05-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

Vodka consumed in sufficient amounts, as any alcoholic beverage, can cause dehydration, digestive irritation and other symptoms associated with a hangover.
Severe poisoning, blindness, or death can occur as a result of impurities, notably methanol presence.

How many bottles of vodka would fill us up? when will we stop drinking it? would we rather be blind than be sober?

america's next top model

2007-05-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

jade ... i hate her!!! her attitude gets to my nerves!!! but she's a good model though... tyra called her a FAKE!!! she sometimes is a fake.. to make things worse her bestbud is nenna... nenna is another FAKE... she appears to be this nice african model with a pretty smile then a few episodes after the true nenna comes out!!! she treats her boyfriend so awful and lies to him as-if the other model kissed her when in fact as seen on the video playback as she lied the video flashed her kissing the model back... FAKE + LIAR = JADE & NENNA

hiltons....

2007-05-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

who's prettier???

paris? or nikki?

shoes, shoes, shoes...

2007-05-02T13:14:00.000+08:00

im a fan of marc jacobs, his collection bedazzled my thirst for shoes and a whole lot more...bags, accesories and clothes..

Jimmy Choo was born in Penang, Malaysia in 1961 into a family of shoe makers. He made his first shoe when he was only 11 years old. no wonder hs shoes are a-mazing!!!

check this out!!!! sooooo... coool..

2007-05-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

pb media player....

freeware made by my boo friend!!!

he just posted it today and 150+++ surfers downloaded it ardy...
its awesome!!! you can download youtube videos and save it to your pc and replay the videos over and over again even without internet connection!!!
plus factor: its totaly for FREE...
check it out from my links--->free youtube downloader and player

=) peace!!!

summer trends for 2007

2007-04-30T19:07:00.000+08:00

kimono top with fave jeans... fabulous for malling...
rimless sun glasses a must wear this summer...

havaianas flip flops with a hot summer dress... lovely beach wear!!!!

fresh start

2007-04-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

i deleted my old blog... and i dont know how to start this blog...
well probably with how i am and whats been up..
i just garaduated from college... iv been reviewing for the board exam...
im happy with my boo-friend "paulbrett"...
his working right now, im in his office making this post..
thats us 2 right there... happy..
guess thats all for now
2dooloo