last night was terrible..
im still in the process of getting through it but it was awful...
i was in shock, was frightened,and embarassed...
well i rushed home, went straight to bed trying to calm myself...
it didnt work...
i ended up having fever....
today im still sick...
i still feel terrible...
and i tried fighting back the tears for a couple of times since i didnt want to cry anymore... last night was enough... or so i thought....
and as im typing right now, tears drizzle down my cheek as memories come flashing through my head..
i think there's a purpose why this had to happen...
and i want to be alone for now..
sorry for this crappy post
gtg
