friday (we had fun)

today was a blast with my bestfriend markxander..
super blowout!!!
thanx mark ha???

not just for the
*iced coffee...
*the manhattan (martini) i cant remember but it kicked me nicely.. haha!!!
*the really killer dinner at persian palate...
*i really loved it!!
*i was sooo full yet i wanted to eat more but i wore the wrong type of jeans tonight!!!
*vegetarian adobo and avocado yogurt shake!!!
*S_I_N_F_U_L_L
and the chika marathon in barefoot... waaahh... super fun!!!

but for being there during the hard times...
the advices...
and for simply listening to me...
reminding me that im not alone...
and what im (we're) going through aint permanent...
you keep saying its just passing and it's be over soon...

you are my PRIMO (hahaha copying my paps terms now)

I want you to know no matter what happens I'll always be here for you even if you a UCB model already you might need someone REAL and TRUE to talk to.. I'll always be here..

LOVE yah!!!

pomelo

i was in pamplona, (my cousin izzy called it pomelo) for almost a month..
each day there dragged.. each day was the same..

my routine was:

6:30am - breakfast with nanay and tatay (my grandparent - motherside)
7am - read my reviewer
8am - cuddle with my 1st cousins children, ayana(kim's daughter) and santino (marimel's 4month old son)
11:30am - lunch
12:30pm - warm bath
2pm - tv or dvd marathon
3pm - merienda with grandparents
4pm - cuddle with kids
5pm - tutor my cousin who's in grade 2
6pm - dinner
7pm - read my reviewer
8pm up - talk to my hubby

this went on and on from monday til friday...
except that on fridays naige pics me up and we hang out with friends from amlan and tanjay.. talk.. drink.. eat...
friday and saturday night.. i usually go home around 3am...
and wake up around 11am or 12noon..

bored or board???

its finally july....
i wonder if by blogging this, i would actually make things happen...
may and june was terrible...
i didnt study for the board exam...
i ate, drank, partied, hanged out with friends.. 61 days... WASTED!!!
anyway...
my cuzin iria from U.S.is here in the philippines...
for vacation...
we enrolled ourselves to 2 hours of badminton from monday to friday... thats like from 7am-9am... bugger!!! i dont get to sleep til 12noon anymore..
well id be healthy and fit though... (i hope)
after badminton im planning to study... (i rili this wud happen)
my brain has been drained out of knowledge...
its freaking empty... its so empty that it scares me... so much...
anyway...

im into board shorts now...
going to the beach so often made me love wearing board shorts with havaianas (ofcourse) ....

bored or board???

big girls dont cry by fergrie

here's another song thats close to my heart these days...

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

fashionista by jimmy james

here's my latest craze... house music is sooo deadly...

Everybody line up
The show is about to start
Places, the show is about to start
You have to show a look, have a look, or give a look
Faces, beautiful
No one ugly allowed
(Laughing)

Are you ready? Here we go

Fashion is the art, designers are the gods
Models play the part of angels in the dark
Which one of you would ever dare to go against
That beauty is a trade and everyone is paid

Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?

New York, London, Paris, Milan
Tokyo, I think it's in Japan
Asia, Malaysia, Las Vegas to play
LA, if you pay my way

Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?

(Who you wearing?)
Sean John, Calvin Klein
Donna Karan's fashion line
Valentino, YSL
Ferragamo and Chanel
Holsten, Gucci, Figla, Rucci
Don't forget my Pucci
Fendi and Armani
God, I miss Gianni
Kenneth Cole, Michael Korrs
Mr. Ford I can't afford
D&G and BCBG
Looking good is never easy
Alexander Perkovich
Naomi Campbell such a bitch
I wanna be Delgada
To fit into my Prada
Oscar de la Renta
Louis Vuitton
Imitation of Christ, beauty has a price

Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?
Fashionista, how do you look?

What are you wearing?

late as always

this is a very very late post...
well my pap and I are not in good terms 4 a month now...
so I thought of writing something on the card I bought for him...
well, the card said something like your little girl has grown up...
too bad I wasnt able to save a copy so I could post what I wrote but i really thought he'd be angry cause I said some pretty harsh things...
but when I gave it to him, at exactly 12:01am,
I also gave him a really tight hug that said all the love I wanted to say to him...
then he read the card,
I went back to my room,
the next day he told me the card was beautiful..
gosh! I was touched ha...
(will upload pics as soon as i can)

cant get this song outta my head

love me or hate me?

see this is the trouble with relationships,BREAK UPS!!!
why do they have to be bad?? cant we have mature, anger-free break ups??
do we have to include our partners friends or worse... family???
all the good times end up being a waste coz of paranoid exes giving death threats and name calling.. then we end up wanting to burn the memories even if they were good.

in ones life, we all should have a "person"
this "person" is the one who would help you in times like lets say some1 would try to kill me, my "person" would show proofs to lock my killer 4 life in the stinky eeky jails here in the philippines.. or on the other hand, my person is the one who would help me burry the body of some1 i just murdered... or drive the get away car when i go rob a bank.. =)

as i type, nelly furtado's song struck me
all good things come to an end...

then, i lost all the thoughts i had about relationships and break-ups...

so let me jump to what im currently doing...
im browsing the web for new tracks to download on limewire...

check out what i found out

crazy ex-girlfriend

i couldnt stop laughing... i couldnt resist not downloading it...

anyway... these are the tracks i downloaded today:

1. last night - p.diddy ft. keyshia cole
2. im a flirt - r.kelly ft. t-pain & t.i
3. michael buble - call me irresponsible
4. double up -r.kelly ft. usher
5. crazy ex-girlfriendv -miranda lambert
6. love, sex and pain - tank
7. losing my way - justin timberlake
8. forbidden place - dj tiesto
9. baby baby - sunblock
10. i aint fucking with you - young buck ft. snoop dogg & trick daddy

like a fire from the moon and back

its been eons since my last post.
the last week of may has been a terrible pain in my "arse"
-broke up with my bf
-my parents fought
-nag layas pa ang gaga (drama)
anyway, the arse is better than ever!!! =)

naughty, naughty, naughty

i went out with my mom today. we went to LEE PLAZA a mall here in dumaguete to buy stuff and to hang with my moms mother and her sisters. ok! fine.. my grandmother, aunts, and their children (my cousins). The whole barrio out for the day.
then we went to Sansrival to have snacks.
after a while the two little devils (my cousins) started to gigle.
Isabella took out her moms cam.phone and started taking videos and pictures of the girl seated behind her.
then my other cousin whispered and told me too look at the girl.. her butt crack was out and she noticed that we were looking.
I felt like I had a spotlight glaring at me.
I told my cousins to stop but they wont.
My aunts and etc. were choosing food and paying for their orders at the counter and I was stuck with my naughty cousins who wouldnt stop giggling.
I felt so embarassed for that girl.

insomnia is killing me

last night really irritated me.
i wasnt able to sleep until 3.30a.m.
the bad thing is that i woke up at around 6.30a.m. and couldnt go back to sleep!!!
arrgghh...

so i researched about insomnia and found this from wikipedia:

Insomnia is a sleep disorder characterized by an inability to sleep and/or inability to remain asleep for a reasonable period.

Insomniacs typically complain of being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time.

Both organic and nonorganic insomnia constitute a sleep disorder.

It is often caused by fear, stress, anxiety, medications, herbs, caffeine, depression, Bipolar disorder or sometimes for no apparent reason. An overactive mind or physical pain may also be causes. Finding the underlying cause of insomnia is usually necessary to cure it.

as i was reading this i tried to find out what may cause my insomnia.. before when i was in college these were the causes: stress, anxiety,caffeine.

but these days im thinking there is no apparent reason for my insomnia...I do hope Im not in depression or worse BIPOLAR

anyway hoooraahh to the coffeholic who didnt have even a single drop of coffee today

another day... wasted

i wake up really late these days. today i woke up @ around 2pm with a note from my brother telling me where he was and to follow if i wanted to.
lately i've been so alone.
since the review ended and my classmates went home to dipolog, cebu, bindoy. others are now working. and some friends just dont feel like giving me a ring. or even a msg here on my blog.
i guess my brother noticed. thats why he keeps me company.
he's a really sweet brother. Gino is in 3rd yr h.s. yet he offers to pay for everything (coz he knows i aint got no MOONAAHH) .
my cuz maica gave me a job offer to work for smart while waiting for my review classes to start. i refused since i thought that i could do self-review. and so far, i haven't been reading that much.
i wanted my first job to be me volunteering as a nurse.
but since graduation, im no longer receiving allowance. BROKE. unemployed. bored. lonely. still alive and kicking though.
i regret not taking maica's job offer!!!
darn
**

ouch!!!

since most of my blog friends are posting about ms.universe here's a lil' something2x that made me sigh...

it upsets me that the "suma-cum-whatever" just won ms.photogenic...she didnt even make it to the top 15.. (BOOHOO!)
Philippines won the Miss Photogenic award for the seventh time (it has won this award three years in a row since 2005).

judges:
* James Kyson Lee - actor on Heroes
* Lindsay Clubine - Deal or No Deal briefcase model
* Tony Romo - Dallas Cowboys quarterback
* Dave Navarro - rock star
* Michelle Kwan - World and Olympic figure skating champion
* Mauricio Islas - Mexican actor
* Marc Bouwer - fashion designer
* Nina Garcia - Project Runway judge and Elle magazine fashion director
* Dayanara Torres - Miss Universe 1993
* Christiane Martel - Mexican actress and Miss Universe 1953

these are very modern judges!!! REd hot dave navarro!!! whooppeee

my brother gave me a car

LOL... from need for speed.. i chose the color, tint, rims and etc... and he gave me this!!! kinda dark though... but i love it!!!

my yahoo avatar

isnt she pretty?

fashion: my religion

if fashion was a religion..
women would be worshipping it with strong faith; even if it isn't we all are still devout followers.
when a woman loves a certain brand it's because she's comfortable in it, she feels good with it or it enhances her self-esteem like no other brand can.

on the other hand, when a woman wears a diamond stud earing, she wears it not to conceal an imperfection but to enhance her beauty.

after all

here's my favorite qoute thanks to a good friend Barbie

well we didnt start out as friends..
we hated each other...
funny thing bout mortal enemies is that they end up being good friends..
just like chloe and i...
we hated each other so much before we became classmates and its weird how a bubble gum could start a really good friendship..
but the irony is that bestfriends end up hating each other, like goldy and mark, and goldy and me...

well here's the quote anyway...

"we've done terrible things to each other, but we have to forgive each other or everything we ever were will mean nothing."
-Kirsten Dunst, Spiderman 3

the problem

last night was terrible..
im still in the process of getting through it but it was awful...
i was in shock, was frightened,and embarassed...

well i rushed home, went straight to bed trying to calm myself...
it didnt work...
i ended up having fever....

today im still sick...
i still feel terrible...
and i tried fighting back the tears for a couple of times since i didnt want to cry anymore... last night was enough... or so i thought....
and as im typing right now, tears drizzle down my cheek as memories come flashing through my head..

i think there's a purpose why this had to happen...

and i want to be alone for now..

sorry for this crappy post

gtg

spiderman3

i loved spiderman 3... i do think its better than 1 and 2...

here's a photo of the new goblin...
i find it ironic how he has to die the same way his father died...

a look at venom's cute teeth... =)


in spiderman 3 you'll get to see what really caused uncle ben's (peter parker's uncle) death.

american idol

did you like the results?
Jordin won over blake...
Blake was a great performer though.. and jordin though she had a really good voice she didnt dance a little while she sang fighter by christina aguilera... she's 17.. im sure she could move, sway some hips or whatever...
if i were to choose between jordin and blake id choose jordin too...
the performing cant beat the voice..

but my fravorite is lakisha..
i love everything about her...

not making graphics anymore!!!

im through with making graphics, i cant compete with my boyfriend!!!
when i compare my work with his, its like my work is a bananapeel while his is the finest diamond in a jewel shop... so farewell to making graphics!!!

pussycat dolls

the pussy cat dolls used to be ten in the group

now there's only six of them and soon there will be 7 since asia won the search for the next doll she will be the new member of the group..
i personally feel that she does not fit in the group since not only is she short but she's ugly too.. sorry.. just being honest here...

here's a pic of the others who didnt win the search...

our pet fish

my mom, brother and i bought this out of the blue..
the big c-thru fish is mine and named her TEARDROP, the plain orange one is my brothers, he named it BUSHIDO, my mom named her spotted white & orange fish after a pasta.. FETTUCINI.. her fish keeps hiding behind the pirate ship.. kinda like my mom, she's camera shy...
anyway that little 1 there near my fish is a new member, its a blue ice fish that andee (my cuz) bought.. and named him FROST

hair cut

i was having lunch at my abu's (grandparents) house today..
the rest of the family were eating desert already and i was still getting the bones off the fish... argh! but it was so good... so worth the effort!!! anyway after lunch, my abulita ( grandmother ) invited me out to davids salon... so i said sure..
had my hair hot oiled and cut..
i dunno evrytime i get my hair cut i regret having the CUT!!!
but the massage "daudel" the lady who gave me the shampoo and hot oil compensated to the great amount of hair i lost!!!
c",) oh well.. here's a pic of me with my new hair...

this-you should taste

fruit cooler (watermalon flavor)
you should taste it, its in shakeys for 50 bucks...
d-leeeeeeeeeeeee-cious!!!!

moms birthday

can you guys help me what to get for my mom on her birthday?


she's in love with a chao2x, a puppy sold here in acuna's pet shop but the thing is my brother and i cant afford it.. its sold for 22,000 php..


how bout some help??? any suggestions on what to give her??

anxiety attack

each day doesnt get any better.. i'll be taking the philippine board exam for nursing this december and there's not much studying for me.. each time i read reviewers it feels like im taking a sleeping pill.. the book makes me sleepy.. well last night i did finish prof. ad and i was in the middle of funda. but this is what i had to finish while studying..

a mug of tea and a whole bag of ruffles (cheddar and sour cream)

desire

this i made after watching lifestyle networks show on sexy...
i do hope there's an improvement =)...

cake

nothings better than watching movies and eating cake...
i had a rocky road cake this time..
it was very sinful...
i finished sex and the city... and cried during the last episodes of the last season..
i just love the show and wished it didnt have to end...
but i loved the ending!!! and as I finished the tupperware of rocky road cake I realized that life was great... =)

rainy days are sundays

every sunday we (my family) go to our beach house...
there we usually talk, eat and die of bordom...
its supposedly a "family" day but its hard when half of the family speaks spanish and I not understanding most of what they are talking about get bored like the other family members who cant speak spanish... so i was thinking of enrolling myself to silliman for spanish classes.. i still have to influence a friend to be a classmate in such subject... anyway, last sunday started out sunny.. so my cuzins and hand fun under the sun.. we were drawing stuff and writing our names... after hours at the beach we had to go home for mass and as i was driving, the rain started... there goes another dark, cold, rainy sunday...

$5 million aint enough for gisele

The New York Post's Page Six had reported that Bundchen was splitting with the lingerie company because it wouldn't raise her $5 million-a-year salary.

how id wish i was in her place.. i could do alot with $5million... id be able to help lots of people... id probably build a hospital... haaay... dream on angeli!!!

jay-z with another girl

Here's a Hint: Beyoncé wouldn't be caught dead in such a boring black top.

what the heck is wrong with jay-z, beyonce is more than beautiful... she's sexy, nice and intelligent... jay-z? (rich) is just a good rapper... his face... nevermind! i think he needs to get a grip...

eating, eating, eating

what we ate for snacks:

1. double cheese burger with no dressing
2. french fries
3. green apple float
4. and chocolate sundae

green

here's the yummy green apple float at mc donalds with my green nails...

@ mcdonalds

here's a lil something that i did today, i dropped a couple of coins to help raise a community.. i do hope that other people would do the same =) a peso or two wont hury guys..

my date with andee

andee on the nail art machine



my nails!!!


andee is my beautiful 1st degree cuzin...
my mom came with us also...
first stop was caits, a boutique in dumaguete..
we thought they had so fab! shoes coz there was a big sign outside the said "so fab! sold here" when we went inside we found out there were 3 pairs of so fab! .. i smerkd as I found out.. well at least I found two things a huge bangle bracelet made of wood in different colors costing 380php, and a victoria's secret bag costing 2thousand pesos... when we went out it was raining, we took turns running down the street.. when we finally crossed the street we went in nijosa another stor in dumaguete and we saw almost a similar bangle costing 60php only.. then we went to ever mall to choose a design for our nail art... here's a pic of my nails =)

yesterday was terrible

my dad woke me up for lunch, ate fish with rice,was online for a couple of hours then at around 3pm ate the samething rice and fish..
i tried to review but felt really sleepy then realized i couldnt sleep so I asked my boo to pick me up at around 5pm... we went to their place and slept until 7:30pm, had dinner, rice, karahay, and soup... well i didnt like sinigang so he drank my cup..
when he dropped me home... i ate again that was at around 9pm... at around 10pm i was eating quake overload, then had the regular orange twin popsies which i loooove.. then had 2 boiled eggs... then the 20% bigger orange twin popsies.. i was stuffed!!! and i dont think im growing... i think this is pre-menstrual syndrome for me if not.. im going to be sick soon..

6 weird things about me

im going through the trouble of trying to figure out if these things are really weird or its worse than weird - - its abnormal.. thanx 2 u gibbs! LoL (kidding)

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about him- or herself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to tag 6 people as well and list their names. Don’t forget to let them know they've been tagged!

Here goes nothing. . .

1. I have this thing.. Its my S.S.B. ( secret single behavior ) its what i do when im alone and its supposed to be a secret now im revealing it . . . when im alone i suck my lips till they turn so red and stop when their already swelling.

2. i cut my bangs and the next day I feel awful, yet I do it all over again. i cant be next to a scissor in the bathroom since I end up cutting my hair. my hair dresser / friend notices that I cut my own hair since its uneven. duh?!

3. I have been wearing nail polish since highschool and never tried black or blue... and I find girls wearing those colors really cool.

4. I dont eat food which I haven't tasted as a kid, cant eat something new. like seaweed with suka, i feel ignorant not trying out other food another is sea urchin. When I was on duty at siquijor, all my blockmates ate sea urchin, all of em except me! there's a long list of food I havent tasted. ampalaya, guinamos, uyap, guyabano.. I could go on til forever...

5. They say coffee stunts growth, Iv been drinking coffee since 4y.o ( I used to call it "tapee" back then) I was my abulito's(grandfathers) spoiled grandchild and the maids were forced to give me coffee every breakfast. right now, im 5'9'' tall.. now thats not short ryt?

6. i dont believe in magic... but i believe fairytales and happy endings =)

boo, coy, , ian, thad,makoy cuzin carlos
spill it out...=)

summer

this i made under the inspiration of the heat here in dumaguete city
i do hope you'll like it =)

my first graphic design

LOL im really trying hard though.. but I end up not liking what I made...
but I love butterflies.. thats why this graphic is full of butterflies..
Im still a beginner so be patient.. I might post graphics that are nice later on..
for now.. here's PARADISE...

a day in don atilano

my bestfriend mark and I spent a day in don atilano.. we had their bottomless brewed coffee.. since I brought my lap top there we tried to connect it to happy freds wifi.. we were able to connect but after a few minutes something went wrong and we didnt know what to do.. we tried to fix the problem for a couple of times but we wernt that effective.. LOL but im happy that we were able to reply to Ian.. Ian is marks bf who is in india right now... we envy him!!! well i asked him to bring pasalubong for me, I asked for an elephant.. haha.. I hope he wont forget.. well here are a couple of pics we took at don atilano...

refreshment

three things that lessens the heat of summer...





twin posies (orange flavor)...
my bf and i went to star mart just for twin popsies...
i love its taste and i love the fact that is cold its my favorite popsicle!!!





iced tea...
i love iced tea...
the bad thing about it though is that its a diuretic, which means makes you urinate every now and then... as i drove to do a favor for my dad I had to rush home just to pee and asked my mom to finish what my dad asked help for...





another is iced coffee... its so good and it helps me stay alive, alert and awake...
hahahaha!!!

hayahay

I got this new bag from sundance, its cheap and its payment is due 45 days from now. You can choose from a variety of three colors. I chose this color since my favorite color is violet and i have lots of pink from my wardrobe to pair it with. I also ordered something else and will post about it as soon as i get it.

The keychain im using are the glass butterfly which you can buy in most of the malls and the yellow havaianas keychain which i bought from hayahay.

Hayahay is a restobar fronting the ocean in dumaguete, its well known for its reggae night which is on wednesdays and its boutique which always has new havaianas slippers. People from cebu and bacolod come to dumaguete to buy havaianas at hayahay since they always have new stocks and you can order the style you want from them. Anyway, i bought the keychain there when my mom, brother and i went there last month.
Another item that caught my eyes while I was there was the "magic wallet". You place folded money inside it and as you flip the wallet it magically secures the money. I find it quite amazing.




oh and i pimped my phone, those are crystal stickers surrounding the hot pink motorazor... my other cp...